Went this morning to get the hair cut. My hair is falling out if you just touch it. I wish I had shaved it off all the way now. I leave a trail everywhere I go!! My old friend Robyn cut my pony tail off and put it in a plastic bag so I could send it away to locks of love for the babies. A little red headed baby…awwwww…..so…I may get Robyn to shave me soon. I’m ready…really. It hurt cutting my hair off…yes, don’t tell me it didn’t!! HAHAHA….no really, I’m kidding…just my vanity and my pride. But I’m totally over it. I went to lunch with Lace and then off to Target’ to shop…shopping thepary and I didn’t want to go to a thrift store. I needed new hats. And I bought 3 which I will model for you later…Tomorrow starts the appointments all over again at MD Anderson till Monday a long day with port placement and chemo all rolled into one happy day. The only thing happy about it is I’m on #2 with 3 more to go! Getting sick again is not any damn fun. I shall just deal with it better this time. Whatever it is all I want to do is get well and get on down the road to my new and better improved life. Next new makeover is glasses. I got some new glasses…just waiting for them lenses….
So, I got on my big girl panties, found them lost temporarily on the floor under my bed and I’m dealing with it. I want it all off….who am I to act like millions of women haven’t gone through this? I’m nobody special. I want to wear my bald head as a symbol of courage, because today, that is what I got COURAGE!