This post is dedicate to those that told me over and over again, You look good Sam, you don’t look sick. ARe you sure you are sick, do you have cancer….the chemo makes you feel like you are about to pass away. I can hardly sit here and type but I can’t lay in bed, I’m not a good patient, I like to be amongst the living and groovin and this is pissing me off. My teeth hurt,I’m slightly nausea, I’ m weak, my lungs and back hurt, my head hurts, my thoughts are wild, I want to sleep, I wake up at 2 30am everyday since I started chemo. My ears are ringing. Is this normal? My face hurts, my hair hurts. I feel stoned and I’m not. But maybe I am. My lips are peeling…whatthefuck, I just got started with this crap on Monday…I have 4 more treatments after this spaced out over 5 months. Can I take it. Im not liking this very much. I’m cold and weird. feeling. I don’t feel like I’m breathing I must lay down now.
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