No matter what happenes tomorrow, I just want you to know that I’m going to be okay. I will not let this crap take me down. I have wayyyy tooo much to do and accomplish for the rest of my life. This is just a minor set back..and I mean minor…I will not give anymore power to this damn fucking cancer thing. It needs to move on down the road and just fade away.
I would be lying to you if I said, I wasn’t in a mood tonight. Lots of crying, reminising , wondering, planning, dreaming, praying, wearing my platform high heels with my undies on…just had to say that to give you a visual and walking all over my house…I will do damn well as I please and nobody can stop me. Men can get away from wearing their boxer shorts in mixed company…so why can’t women? HUH…yes, I have jumped off my rocker a bit tonight but I’m doing just fine. I cry a little and then laugh a little and its okay. I will be saying my prayers in my bed this evening and I would appreciate it if you would say a little one for me tonight too. And one for my friend Dewayne that is far away from home tonight fighting a battle to get his children. He deserves them and needs them too and they need their PaPa. ANd my lovely friend Robin with her little daughter, her baby she has taken care of for 19 years of her life. What a brave and wonderful person Robin is to take care of a child that has never had a chance at life. I admire her greatly. There are so many of us out there that need prayers…maybe we can say a huge prayer for everyone at the same time….GOD PLEASE BLESS ALL OF US. And Thy will be done.